50 Shades Of Grey-Looking For My Mister Grey-Preferably Not 50 Shades Of F**ked Up-For Lots Of Kinky 'Spanking!'...

"Mmmm!"
I do love a twitching palm,
it makes me tingle with anticipation...

I'm looking forward to the movie '50 shades of grey' coming out on valentines day. Though I won't be going to see it at the cinema; I am going to wait until it comes out on box office. I'd rather watch it in the privacy of my own home...

Not that I'm expecting much kinky fuckery. The books only had 3 {or was it 2} spankings in the trilogy, but there was lots of sex. I enjoyed reading the books. I thought they was well written...

It was quite amusing seeing how wound up some of the so called real kinky peeps got...Jeeze! Calm down. It is only a book. These people do seem to get easily wound up. Or was it envy. Probably envy...

I know a lot of people read the books. From my cousin to my friends Mum. They seemed to enjoy it...A LOT!...lol...Did more vanilla peeps join the scene? Ummm! I'm not sure about that. The scene can be pretty weird. If you think about it deeply. It is weird! Grown men & women having their bare bottoms smacked. Grown men & women dressing like school kids...Weird!

I can see it from the vanilla persons point of view. You either love it or you think OMFG! these people are crazy. Okay. Maybe not crazy. Just plain ole 'weird freaks' lol...

To the vanilla person. The true vanilla person. Spanking, power exchange, punishing someone for their misdeeds, controlling someone, training someone. Is 'Abusive!' Of course it is. There is a very fine line between being kinky fuckery & some control freak screwing with your mind. This is why I don't do 'Serious!' 'Angry face!' Doms...Jeeze! Mate! It is supposed to be fun...

I'm trying to remember this. Men are not complicated. They are 'Literal creatures' Unless you happen to be my EX Dom {Not my EX ex Dom} He {The EX Dom} was more like a old woman with narcissistic tendencies...

Mind you. When the uncomplicated 'literal creature' is making your life complicated, by literally rubbing other women in your face, then getting off on your reaction. Or the reaction he was hoping for. As in 'Jealousy!'...Lets just say it is not worth the hassle...I am looking for a close friendship, with lots of regular 'intense' 'Mmmm!' spankings...

As a sub I am a 'literal creature' I want a uncomplicated. D/s relationship. I don't give a flying ^&^% that you want to play with LOTS! of other women. I just don't want to see them, hear about them, or put up with the grief they give me when they get jealous; because you give them the impression that you want them...Jeeze! Mate! I just want your friendship, lots of regular play, some input & noooo! crap from your bitches...Oops! I mean friends...Which is actually quite 'Uncomplicated!'...

I don't need daily attention. I just need a little effort on your part. Even if it is just exchanging a few emails each week. I am happy with a few exchanged emails. We both have a vanilla life. I am married. I have my family. I think I would prefer a married Dom. Hopefully he won't be a bottom collector. As in plays with sooo many women he can barely fit me in. Because he has stretched himself so thin. Men are uncomplicated, literal creatures who struggle with multi tasking, lol...

I do want a Dom {My Dom} I don't want to be the other 'just a play mate' sub, to some other subs Dom. Mind you. I say I am a sub, but many would describe me as a spankee. Just a mere spankee. I think BDSM! sm peeps gave us subs into spanking that label...I am so much more then just a spankee. In play I am submissive {No you can't force your cheesy cock down my throat. I will bite you!}

{Smiles sweetly}

Sooo! Do I want my Christian Grey?...

"You are mine"
Only as your sub...
Hopefully my new Dom will be married...

Ummm! Nah! Not really. I just want a Dom who sees me as his kinky equal. Though he gets his pleasure from spanking me. I am not a switch. I just want a Dom who can be a close friend, with out keeping me at arms length. JUST incase I full in love with him. The only love I will ever give my Dom; is the love you give a close friend. I am married. I love my husband. I have no intention of breaking up my marriage for another man...

The saying 'It just happened!'...Ummm! Nooo! If that happens you let it happen. Deep down you wanted it to happen. Maybe you need the attention...Anyway. As I was saying. I just want a Dom who sees me as 'His sub' His priority above all the other 'playmates'. I just want a Dom with some $%^%$% stamina & I don't mean keeping it up...

I mean...I just want a Dom who appreciates what we have got & does not start taking it for granted. I just want a Dom who will not keep me dangling whilst he pursues flavor of the month. If you want to move on to pastures new, please finish our D/s relationship first. I have no problem with you moving on. Just end our D/s relationship first. Don't keep me as back up when flavour of the month goes sour or loses its flavor...


Nuff said for now....................................................