Social Pariah-In The Spanking Scene-Looking For Fellow Pariah 'Dom!'

I have always been myself,
though myself is quite quiet, aloof {Sometimes} reserved...
To be honest. I can't do the fake, smarmy, hugging, kissing,
& trying soooo! hard to fit in...Its just not me...

I have manoeuvred my desk around so I am now facing the door; my screen is facing the wall, sooo no one can catch me looking at bare bottom spanking pictures. Which means I can write more in my spanking blog...

It appears no one is brave enough to be seen posting in the secret spanking coven, because it would be 'social spanking scene suicide' to be seen consorting with the enemy. God forbid one of the sheep break away from the bleating flock & actually have a mind of their own 'Gasp!'...

Obviously as a quiet person
I don't tend to mingle that well,
so I don't make lots of acquaintances,
but I have made a few good friends...
Personally I prefer to have a few close friends,
then lots of acquaintances...

Ohh Yeah. I suppose I should add that I am not the social pariah I'm inferring to. Though. That said...Maybe I am, lol. Do I care? Not really. I do prefer honest, genuine, people with a mind of their own...

A good friend is coming to see me on Feb 17th. I am contemplating if I should play or not, but when I think about it. I don't want to play. Which is 'frustrating' Why don't I want to play. I used to love being spanked. I used to be insatiable when it come to playing...

"Kids have just come in the door. I did not have to quickly click onto a new tab. My cosy corner is definitely much better for blogging about spanking. I can even look at 'Gasp!' spanking pictures & not get caught..."

My favorite position
to be in, of all times...

Anyway. Finding a Dom/spanker in a WHOLE! spanking scene of people who seem to be looking for a community. LOTS! of occasional, casual play, with lots of occasional, casual men & women, is not easy. I'm looking for just one Dom. Not a different Dom every other week. Where as lots of Doms. If they are indeed 'Dom' seem to be looking for a variety of bottoms to choose from...

The majority of men are switch. No offense to the switch men, but most of the time they are more sub then Dom. If I could find a 50/50 Dom that might be Dom enough, but the switch men are usually nearer 70/30. 30% Dom is not...Ummm! Dom enough for me....

Or they appear to be more into role play. I am not into role play. I find it embarrassing. I am a grown woman. To me. Acting like a little girl is just plain...Ummm! Embarrassing. I do try to see it from the other role play persons point of view..."Each to their own"...

I have been canedmany times  in that position
Not sure if that is my fav position
Ummm! Probably not...
I prefer being caned
bent over the arm or back of the sette...
Mind you, that is a " Mmmm!" position
especially if you can lay across the stool
& feel supported...

Fine. If you want to wear frumpy clothes, put on a squeaky voice & act like a prat. Good for you...I personally prefer the more grown up sexy school/college girl approach. I have seen a woman in a more sexy school uniform, being herself. She was not a skinny woman. She had womanly curves, but she did look the part. Her personality shone out...I suppose her confidence is quite sexy...

Nooo! I'm not a lesbian. Not that I have a problem with lesbians...I don't actually have any issues with any women. Just the bitches who give us woman a bad name. Ohh! & the tosser men, but I won't go into that right now. That is for another blog post...

I do try to see the good in people, but sometimes their bad traits outweigh the good. I suppose some of the bitchy attitude from some women comes from feelings of jealousy, insecurity, emotional issues. There are a LOT of women in the scene who seem to crave attention...As I have been saying for gawd knows how long "Real life still applies"...

Gawd! Looking at these spanking art pictures I feel really "Mmmm!" Spank me. I want a good, long, thorough, intense, almost unbearable 'Real' spanking, but...With the right Dom for me...{Sighs}

"Mmmm!" I love being held secure in place,
whilst being giving a almost unbearable spanking...

The thing is. To find the right Dom I need to sift through a LOT of blokes. So I need to make up a questionare. Number 1 question being. 1] What do you think of the Bs site?...Now. It all depends on how he answers this question. If he is in with the bitter twisted jealous bitchy bullying group...Bye-Bye...From my experience. My type of people are not into bullying others...

I suppose you could say I am bullying them, by writing about them in my blog. They are welcome to put me right if they feel I am wrong...

I'm not looking for one of their enemies. I am more looking for "I don't get involved!". Its like the bullies bully some woman. The women talks to a friend about it. He then decides to go & start a controversial debate. Well. He wound up the culprits & they took the bait. Now the bullies believe that they know who this bloke is. In their usual up themselves arrogance. They are right. So they make assumptions. Even though they have no proof that this person they are accusing of being the one who dared to stir them up. Of course they are right...Hmmm! The word 'Arrogant' springs to mind. I really don't want to meet a Dom who is associated with those types of people...

Love this pic...
It somehow reminds me of my Ex ex Dom...
Nuns & tartan skirts...
Now I'm tingling...

I don't usually dictate to people who they can & can't talk to, but in this case I'd rather not get involved with people who see bullies as being good people to be friends with...Now. Someone who speaks their mind & sticks up for themselves, that is fine. We're all entitled to our own opinion & reaction. I just can't be dealing with control freaks...'Think like us, or we will bully you'...Hmmm! People like that are best avoided...Just give me a good spanking & be done with it...Sheesh! All this drama & still not a good Dom among them lol...

I could be all positive. All airy fairy 'Blessed be!' but...How boring is that. I believe in positive thinking. I am a positive person. Though some people assume quiet introverts are 'meek mild timid lil mice' Have they not heard the saying 'the quiet ones are the worse'. Quiet people can be happy, positive peeps too. Once we accept ourselves as being introverts & think 'Screw you!' to the ignorant peeps...

Gotta go..........................................